Okay, this blog has been DEAD for like AGES. Anyhows, COMMON TESTS ARE OVER! Do you have ANY idea what I've been through? I was like studying like crap for like so many days and I didn't even have time to watch tv, or do anything else BUT studying. I mean, what's the point of cramping everything into just a few days and like 4 times a year, right? Precisely my point. Anyhow, I shan't complain or anything ... it's freaking over and I must be CRAZY to not be rejoicing and everything. But then, there's this gut feeling I have that tells me that I'm gonna fail some tests and reminding ... or rather, HAUNTING me of all the stupid shit-ass mistakes that I did. Ahh ... then there's the thing about learning from your mistakes and ALSO, you only get what you give (which annoys the hell outta me, btw) You know what, I shouldn't even being doing this but ... I just can't help me. I mean, I' like so OBVIOUSLY failing physics and you want me to be like jumping for joy and spending shitloads of time on FF (which I love, btw)?? It's just doesn't work that way. Nevermind. I shall just let it suck my blood totally ignore the fact that it's gonna kill me or anything like that. So, on to another topic. Puberty. Well, or should I say HORMONAL IMBALANCE ... it's a pain too, really. Oh and firstly, I do not mean getting horny or anything like that ... it's just puberty and well, a VERY CRAZY one at that. I mean, it's just like surprising how someone can shoot up and like TOTALLY change in like just a matter of a few years. Physically, that is. Some people can be however the hell big they are but still have no brains and are still the most immature person on earth. Anyways, this is just so random but don't you all just find it funny how after just a few months people can change so much? It's just freaky, if you ask me. Oh and then I was reading the papers yesterday ... fine, just flipping through them but then I cam to a page which was talking about teenage sex. Many people said that instead of asking people to NOT have underage sex or what, you should encourage safe sex ... NOT abstinence. I mean, I feel that same way too. If people just wanna have sex, when they're in no position what-so-ever to financially support their own kids or anything, let them learn it the hard way. Well, it's not good but I mean, the main point is what's the point in sheltering? I mean, many parents shelter their kids when they're young ... well, babies. They don't let them explore and do whatever they want and learn stuff from there but instead, they always 'protect' the kid from like say, for example, touching a hot iron or something. Well, I mean ... I don't really know how to explain this but the main thing is we should all live a life like ON OUR OWN FEET and everything ... ahh, INDEPENDANTLY. We're always sheltered from this and that ... certain movies are like PG-13 in the states and when it comes here, it's NC-16. I mean, is it that they think we're stupid and everything or that we supposedly 'can't handle it'? This is just total crap. I'm like seriously moving out of here when I grow up, man. I want to live freely. Haha, so much for the NDP song last year, right? Okay then, I shall leave now and listen to more songs or something. Oh and I WANT THE MIDWAY STATE! It sucks listening to them on MySpace. Anyhow, have fun people!